Conner Eko’s forthcoming single, Standing Up (Live in Studio), is an unflinching testament to resilience and defiance. Penned during a battle with suicidal ideation, the Vallejo, California-based astrophysicist and indie pop singer-songwriter channels his pain into a piano-driven power ballad that dares to shatter the silence around mental health struggles. The release, recorded live and uncut at Oakland’s 25th Street Recording Studios, marks another milestone in Eko’s deeply personal and professional evolution.
Eko’s performance, underscored by his strident piano chords and backed by the soulful harmonies of Marlo Goeller and Angel Syriah, achieves a seismic emotional force. The crescendos are sanctifying, surging with a zeal that carries echoes of Meat Loaf’s theatricality, tempered by gospel-inspired backing vocals. Each lyric resonates with the weight of someone who has faced the abyss and drawn a line in the sand, refusing to succumb to despair.
Filmed by independent filmmaker Aaron Japzon, the live session captures not just the music but the raw authenticity of Eko’s story. A short documentary, set to release shortly after the single, delves deeper into Eko’s journey, exploring his battle with depression and his transformative recovery through psychedelic integration therapy.
With its allegory of strength and refusal to wait for miracles, Standing Up doesn’t just advocate for mental health—it’s a visceral push toward hope.
Standing Up will be available to stream on all major platforms, including Spotify and Bandcamp, from January 24th.
Review by Amelia Vandergast